and you’re trying pretty hard for it not to happen either. I’m not in love, never that, but its something different. Something that feels as good as love but with no attachments. You’re not my girl and I’m not youre man. Only you and me know the deal between us. Its comlicated yes, but its perfect to me. You might be mad at me because of some stuff, but like I said, this is gonna last a while. I Promise.

Today someone told me that we are what we swore we’d never be. I asked her what that was for her. Her one word answer made me think made me wonder made me remember. She asked me the same question and I had no answer. I mean I’ve become alot of things I wouldn’t be. A stoner, smoker, drinker, a slacker, an asshole. But that stuff just makes me who I am. I want to say a deeper answer but I dont have one. I guess what I dont wanna be is a failure. And I swear, I’ll never see the day.

Anyways on another note I have a busy day ahead of me tomorrow. So I’m gonna knock out now.

Goodnight tumblr and God Bless.

- Juan Pablo.